Two weeks ago my life turned into a nightmare, a nightmare I so wanted to wake up from. No matter how many times I blinked the reality was I wasn’t having a nightmare but living one. On January 22nd, my dog Yoda had bit me for the second time and we had to do one of the hardest things a pet parent can do and that was surrender him over to the animal shelter. This wasn’t something we wanted to {Read More}
Holding Back The Tears
January 30, 2015 By 2 Comments
I sit here holding back the urge to break down and cry. Knowing that what’s about to happen needed to happen, but not really understanding why. As I sit here, I picture Yoda, scared, shaking, wanting his family. I see Bones, watching the door, waiting for his brother to come home. Jumping at every little noise hoping that his brother has finally found his way back. We all knew this time was going to come, the time that Yoda bite {Read More}
Being Positive
January 29, 2015 By Leave a Comment
One of my New Year’s Resolutions was to see the positive in everything. I knew thinking negative would only cause me more stress and I honestly don’t need no more stress in my life. I wouldn’t voice any negative opinions or feelings, and I would do what I could to think positive. I know that God is the one in control of what happens, and I have no right to be the judge. However, I failed that resolution just like {Read More}
Trying To Accept It All
January 28, 2015 By Leave a Comment
Tomorrow will make a week since everything fell apart. I am still trying to understand it all, I am not mad at Yoda, I am more mad at myself and the shelter. I am mad at myself because I knew how Yoda is, I knew I shouldn’t have went for the stick. I know I should have been able to and had no issues, however, I know Yoda had his own little problems. I am mad at the shelter, because {Read More}
Life Is All About Lessons
January 27, 2015 By Leave a Comment
One thing I have learned from this whole f*cked up mess, is there’s a lot of fake people in my community and a lot of liars. With life being all about lessons, I have learnt that within my community, these rescues and shelters are far from helping the animals and everything about looking good. It seems to be a popularity contest with who can “pull” the most animals from the shelter and who can get the most funding to “help” {Read More}
I Have Lost All Faith and Hope In Human Kind
January 26, 2015 By 3 Comments
There is a reason I am not very fond of people. Most everyone I have meant has either been a snake or a liar. If you follow my site you know that on the 22nd my dog Yoda bit me. This wasn’t the first bite, but it was the last and it has indeed cost him his life. I knew if he ever went to the animal shelter he wouldn’t come out alive, however, I had hope when I went {Read More}
